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First I want to define a few things up front before I begin.
Grace: Mercy, forgiveness, freely extended to individuals who deserve only wrath.
Belief/Faith: Treasuring Christ above everything, and living in a manner that reflects outwardly the inward Joy of that profession.
Weight: Value or cost of something. Not necessarily a burden, although the cost or value to one might seem burdensome given it’s elevated cost to the one who assumes that weight. (it will make more sense as you read)
Recently (this past Sunday) I began a discussion with a friend of mine from church regarding God’s Love vs. His Justice. I want to outline this briefly to provide a basis for further development. We know that God’s Justice is perfect, and that our trespasses against an infinitely worthy/innocent/glorious God carries the penalty of death and eternal separation from God. We also know that by Christ’s substitutionary sacrifice at Calvary we, upon accepting and having faith in him, have his righteousness imputed to us. This is a legal action, nullifying our transgressions before God and allowing us to be in his presence in fellowship forever. The question this raises is, why?
Why would God in his perfect justice offers us, horrible sinners (yes all of us), a free pass? This we define as Grace, and is fueled by one of God’s other characteristics, his Love. Stick with me, this isn’t a Rob Bell moment. We know that Hell is real and not all will receive this pardon or Justification. So it’s safe to assume at this point, that there is a weight to Grace. Freely extended, but not freely applied? Yes, I believe that.
It all sounds so simple, say a prayer, make a profession, and I’m safe. True believers know this isn’t the case. Like the man who finds the treasure in the field and gives away everything so that he can have that treasure. Did he get more than he gave? Did he make these sacrifices in sadness? No, he assuredly received more than he gave, and did so gladly and without regret. The faith runs deep, is transformational, and works in an equivalent manner. No, our faith is not works based. Yes, our works are faith based, and faith is the price of our salvation and reception of this imputed righteousness.
So lets evaluate Faith, and I will keep it very simple here. Faith as I stated above with belief is placing Christ above everything, including yourself. The truth is, this manner of living is not unlike living in servitude. You seek to please your master, with love, through service in accordance to His Will. You also, were bought and paid for, with his blood which he in turn paid lovingly for you. Now to a non-believer this cost seems amazingly high. Both the fact that Christ had to die, and the idea that servitude is the path to freedom. The truth of the matter is, you are already in slavery before becoming a servant. If you weren’t, no cost would have been paid for you. We were all slaves to sin. That sin drove us to place ourselves above that which deserves Glory (God) and heaps it upon ourselves. I liken this to slavery, because in this scenario, we are not truly accounted for. We are another slave, fighting for our own portion, which is maggoty bread compared to what rests on the masters table. Yet as a servant, we are at the table with our master. In servitude one is looked after, their best interests met in order for them to greater serve. It’s a bond of love, and fellowship, sealed in service. It is symbiotic in a sense, and provides what Sin so readily destroys, harmony or shalom/peace. (do not read that God NEEDS us so much as he WANTS us)
So what is the weight of Grace? That isn’t so easily defined, but one could surmise, the weight of Grace is:
The most heinous act in history; which merits the most glorious freedom for the believer. That price was paid at Calvary, and the price for the believer is: Love, faith, and service for the one who died, and glory for the One who sent Him.
As John Piper said in a sermon once, (an excellent sermon if you have an hour to listen) and it rings true here.
“We get the savior, He get’s the glory. We get the great Joy, He get’s the honor. Is that ok? Good knight that’s ok! It can’t be any other way if there is a God and a sinner like me.”
Parting thought on being a servant…
Lets take a moment to address something else for those who find the idea of being a servant repulsive or indignant.
In our western culture the idea of “servitude” seems like something that devalues an individual. We as believers are called into adoption, as heirs, to the throne. We are not equal, but, part of the family. How often do you cringe at the thought or service to your parents? Siblings? Cousins? Children? These are intimate relationships and fellowship, just as the relationship that is formed with the believer and Christ.
You are cared for, provided for, and loved; but your worth does not exceed the worth of your master. That does not diminish a thing. I fully believe that every human is built with a desire to serve, it’s intrinsic to our nature and our happiness. I do not think this is a coincidence.
So with that; who or what are you serving?
So our little Maggie moo has had to get splints for her hands to wear while she sleeps. The purpose? To encourage her to keep her hands open more often. The result? She won’t sleep, at all. She’s been making a lot of progress and has been very responsive to her physical and occupational therapy, but she has clearly drawn a little baby line in the sand on this one.
On the bright side, it does appear she’s keeping her hands open more, so they are working. They are also helping us all suffer from sleep deprivation. Will, having returned from a previous week with Grandma’s (the week before my lan party which was on the 3rd) has finally started to normalize from the spoiling that went down. I love when he gets to spend time with his extended family, but I loathe trying to get him back into alignment afterwards. It’s usually not accomplished without me being a iron wall, which no parent truly wants to be with their child. Poor Amanda hasn’t been as lucky in terms of his best behavior in my absence. It appears that we are at the point of: “Just wait till your daddy gets home”. He is our little man though and we love him, he’s tons of fun, full of humor. Right now with Maggie’s therapy, we are certain he is feeling a bit neglected. It’s hard to explain to a 3 year old why their sibling is getting more attention than them.
Pray for them both and my wife as well. These are trying, stressful times for all of us. There are days where we feel absolutely broken. We are still blessed, but the world has a way of blinding you from that.
In other news, I’m officially doing OSD testing and building as of the past two weeks. So another SCCM feature/function/tech that I’ve had the chance to use in an applicable fashion. So far I’m enjoying it, the initial building and testing though is very time consuming.
I’ve mostly been toying with MDT then applying what I see/learn from there to my SCCM builds. It’s interesting, but I will assume it becomes less intense after I configure a baseline.
I’m also down to (started at 178) 164 lbs now and down 2 pants sizes from my workout regiment and dietary change.
That’s all I have for now, for this disjointed blog post.
So this article was just posted. I read it, and about cried.
http://tech.slashdot.org/story/11/06/06/2222226/How-To-Succeed-In-IT-Without-Really-Trying
What they are discussing here is something that truly geats at me in respect to my industry. I’m certain its true in almost every area. People can’t lead what they can’t understand.
So as I sit here, still stuck on an energy rush from this weekends excitement and the one to come, it hit me.
How easily do things grab hold of us and jerk us into new directions. I’m generally a very focused worker. I’ve lately been a bit stand offish about my video game play, and been anti gadget.
Yet, here I am, tinkering endlessly with this modified nook, anticipating long hours of play with my friends this weekend, and unable to focus on my job. Albeit I’m doing my job, its with great determination that I remain on task.
How much more or less is our faith a part of our being when we are so easily pulled this way and that? That our hearts and minds are so easily redirected. I’m thankful to say that I’ve continued to read the word, remain in prayer, and give glory to God in what I’m doing and in what is being done for me… this time. This isn’t always the case for me, or for others. To witness that these idols come and go, serves as an amazing contrast to Gods steadfast nature. Why would we need anything more? Why do we forget that? That answer is both simplistic and complex, sin, or that our chief idol is ourselves and not our Creator.
I realize that sounds sort of, dark. Generally thinking of the “aftermath”conjures thoughts of destruction and loss. However, the only thing lost is another year of my life, but the gains were enjoyable!
Lets start with the presents (so far). I’m going to start with the immediately tangible present my wife got me…. A nook color.
Here’s the thing. I’ve been itching to buy a tablet for a while. I’ve also been itching for another e-reader besides my droid x. I’ve also continually talked myself out of buying a nook and rooting it.
However:
When I opened it though, the inner geek in me went into immediate conflict with the responsible adult in me. So I spent all day deciding if I should open it, or return it. In the end, the geek prevailed and the box was open and playtime ensued. Will loved it immediately because of some preloaded children’s books with “read to me” functionality. Especially the story of the elephant and the crocodile. Which he had to read again this morning:
After the kids went to bed though, Amanda and I sat down to watch a movie, while I of course watched the movie and rooted my nook at the same time. By about midnight I had settled on and installed my image of choice. Cyanogen mod 7, I chose this primarily because of sd expansion install and low to no risk of usage. I do after all still enjoy the stock nook interface and features, so I didn’t want to blow it away.
Sorry for poor quality shots, dark room, camera phone, bright screen….. No Buenos. I’ve also greatly personalized the image since this shot, this was stock image.
Second gift
Apparently my wife has been a busy woman. Sometime back in January she began coordinating with some of my old friends back home to throw me a 30th birthday LAN Party. Yes, this is awesome to me. Yes, I’m that nerdy. Yes, she raised the bar on birthday surprises and I fear I shall forever fall woefully short for her. ![]()
Third Gift
A completely decorated 30th birthday house before I got out of bed, and a banana pudding cake….
So, I threw my diet a bit off yesterday. With my birthday lunch and my banana pudding cake. It was worth it though, now time to publish this and go ride my bike for about an hour. God bless and have a good one!
Thanks to everyone for your birthday wishes as well (cards, etc).
Oops, almost forgot:
Keen Keen is streamlined for summer time!!!
Zoe and all her black fur is jealous!
My wife’s birthday post for me! I’m a very blessed man indeed.
Daniel has now achieved level 30 with 0 deaths.
As I was reading my bible this past Saturday morning I came across these verses.
2 Kings 22:16-20 ESV
Thus says the Lord, Behold, I will bring disaster upon this place and upon its inhabitants, all the words of the book that the king of Judah has read. Because they have forsaken me and have made offerings to other gods, that they might provoke me to anger with all the work of their hands, therefore my wrath will be kindled against this place, and it will not be quenched. But to the king of Judah, who sent you to inquire of the Lord, thus shall you say to him, Thus says the Lord, the God of Israel: Regarding the words that you have heard, because your heart was penitent, and you humbled yourself before the Lord, when you heard how I spoke against this place and against its inhabitants, that they should become a desolation and a curse, and you have torn your clothes and wept before me, I also have heard you, declares the Lord. Therefore, behold, I will gather you to your fathers, and you shall be gathered to your grave in peace, and your eyes shall not see all the disaster that I will bring upon this place.’" And they brought back word to the king.
It’s so amazing to see Gods mercy poured out continually throughout the bible. Though he would be fully justified to lay Israel low, he preserves it, for a time, as a mercy to his repentant servant.
Showing again, God loves a contrite heart. Its humbling to realize how far gone we can be, yet find forgiveness in the presence of an infinitely righteous God.
Especially when we as fallen beings can find it so hard to forgive others of such minor trespasses…